Ek Pyasi Maa ki Majburi

Is kahani ko mere dost ne bheja hai. Padhe aur batayen kaisa laga. Apna comments is pate par bheje [email protected] or [email protected] Hello mera naam Kamna Shukla hai. Umar 37 saal do bete hain, pati ka naam Rajeev Shukla hai aur unka dehant ho chukka hai.. Hum shuru se itne amir nahi the. Humne bhi garibi dekhi hai. Shaadi ke waqt mairi umer sirf 19 sal thee. Hum UP kay aik gaon main Mirjapur District main rahte the. Meri shaadi bahut dhum dham se ho gayi thi.

. Mairay shohar New York main kamyab businessman the aur unkay pass bahut hee daulat thee. Mujhay duniya kee her daulat milee huwee thee lekin under say main ab bhee bahut hee udas aur weeran thee.
Yahan jin logon ko mairy baray main maloom huwa wooh sab hairan hogay. Main aik bohat hee haseen larkee thee aur kafi lamba qad thaa.

Agar mere shareerik gunon ka vaastavik varnan karna ho to wo is prakaar hoga- chehra gol-lamba kad lagbhag 5”7′, aankhein moti-moti, rang gora aur chehre pe paani (shine) bahut hi jyada, julfein badi lambi ekdum kamar tak aati hui, garden ekdum patli, chunchiyaan 38” C chhati pe lagi kisi fal ki tarah, kamar bhi lagbhag 26”, naabhi gehri khaai samaan aur chutad lagbhag 36” ke.

Itne saal hone par bhi main zara bhi moti nahin hui. Aaj bhi main kisi 22-23 saal ki ladki jaisi lagti thi. Badhti umra ka mujh pe koi asar nahin hua tha. Pata nahin kyun, main jo kuch bhi khaati thi shareer par uska koi bura asar nahin hota tha. Itna kuch tha mere paas jo kisi bhi mard ko apna deewana bana de par mere paas ek adad lund bhi nahin tha jo mujhe apna deewana bana sake.
Mairee barhee barhee ankhain aur lambay balon kay elawa mairee V shape body bhee bahut hee pur kashih thee. Yahan, America main Indian mard dilchaspee laite thay laiken mainay kabhee kissee ko mauka naheen deya. Mairy pati ko mujh per pura vishwas thaa aur is yaqeen kee wajah say kabhee mujh per shak naheen keya.

Rajeev ki maut ke baad main bahut disturbed ho gayi thi. Raat bhar neend nahi aati thi. Sharir ki pyaas badhti ja rahi thi. Mujhe doctor ko milna pada. Kabhi kabhi sone ke liye mujhe doctor ne sleeping pills lene ki salaah di. Magar bina sleeping pills ke main so nahi pati thi. Hamesha Rajeev ki yaad satati thi. Maine khud ko bachchon mein hi wyast rakhna shuru kiya.

Mera beta Ashu aur Nishu bahut hee pyare the aur ham teeno aik doosray ka bahut kheyal rakhthay thay.
Ashu and Nishu qareeb hee school main parhte the. Us waqt main showroom kee dekh bhal kartee thee aur sham ko hum tino exercise kay liye club main jate thay. Ab Ashu 18 sal ka aur Nishu 19 ka tha aur main 36 sal kee ho chuki thee.
Mere pati kee zindagee main bachchon ka bed room alag thaa laiken unkay maut kay bad wooh mairay kamray hee main rahnay lagay. Hamaray kamray mein king size double bad hay aur ham teeno usee per sothay thay. Ek din ki baat hai. Dinner ke bad dono bete apnee shorts pahen kar bed per chale gaye aur main kitchen main bartan waghira wash karnay lagee. Kafi der ke bad main sone ke leyaay kamre main gaee to dekha Nishu aur Ashu so rahe hai.

Main bahut thak chukee thee so maine waheen bed room main light on karke apne kapre uttar kar nighty pahen ne lagee. Jab kaprhe uttare to maine Nishu kee taraf dekha key kaheen jag na raha ho. Jab main nighty pehan ne lagee to mujhay laga keh Nishu aik ankh say mujhay tak raha hai. Mainay jaldee say nighty pahen lee aur bad per agaee.
Mainay bed par leti thee Nishu ko halke say awaz dee laiken usne koiee jawab naheen deya. Shayad maira wahem tha choonkeh woh to so raha tha. Main bhee so gaee aur fir uskay daikhnay kay kheyal ko zahen se jhatak deya. Ab mainay ehteyat kerlee thee aur bed room main kapray nahee badal tee thee. Isee tarah aik din Nishu kay sonay kay bad main doosray kamray main dress change kar rahee thee ki mujhe laga ki Nishu curtain ke peeche se mujhe daikh raha hai.

Main nighty badal kar foran curtanin kays pass gaiee laiken Nishu wahan naheen tha laiken curtain hill raha thaa. Main taizee say bed room main ayee to dekha woh so raha thaa. Main is bar wahem naheen samajh rahee thee laiken phir kheyal aya keh shayad wahem hee ho.
Mujhay yaqeen ho chukka thaa keh Nishu zuroor daikh raha thaa laiken ab bhee mairay pass koiee wazib subut naheen tha.

Isee tarah aik din main wash room main bath lai rahee thee to mujhay laga keh Nishu key hole main say daikh raha hay keyonki maire ghar main Nishu kay elawa koiee aur naheen tha. Main jaldee se farigh ho kar aiee to Nishu lounge main TV daikh raha tha. Maira shak ab yaqeen main badal raha tha keh aissa usee waqt hotha hay jab Nishu ghar main hotha hay. Main bhee lounge main a gaee aur Nishu say bat karne lagee aur wooh to bilkul normal thaa.